I’m feeling restless,
How is it that I can go so quick to one extremity to the other?
One moment I’m contemplating our future,
And the next I’m hating myself for even being so stupid for even thinking that.
I’m so tired of this feeling.
I’m so tired of loving so hard,
But I know that it’s the happy feeling I can’t get away from.
I just don’t understand, after all this time,
Why and how the fuck do I let myself get to this point?